:.music for the soul.:

some-bah-dey stop maey~

hey..

just thinking what a great time i've chosen to restart blogging.. sighs..

i hate being a live-for-the-moment freak sometimes.. i'm not studying. i'm just not studying. whyeeeee. purge myself of all indecent obsessions please.. -wahhhahas-

these days i've been living my life by the days of the week. it seems the only days when i really wanna live for are wednesday.. sat.. sun. why? cos wednesday's the day i get i-weekly and 8 days..get to read up on great stuff.. sat sun there's yi tian tu long ji... hahahas. i'm such a sorry loser aint it? otherwise there's nothing. nothing that can shed a ray of light on this horribly silent, still.. dying existence.

why did i ever choose to start blogging again. just yesterday i spent two and a half hours trying to fix the template. and i didnt accomplish anything in the end.. the image remains huuuuge. sighs. what am i to do what am i to do. i have no clue bout what to do with my life. what to do about my studying. kay. thing is i know i have to study, but i think its the mental and emotional states in conflict. haha. mentally. its okay.. Go, go! study! *does furious jogging action* ..emotionally i'm just......... plain nuaa-aah. precious hours of life spent studying?!?... but what in the world do i find wrong with that? i dunno! i'm just illogical, erratic. a plain messed up toot head. too stuck-in-a-moment or something.

indecisive. (annoyingly) self-indulgent. impractical. irrational. immature. senseless.

woohoo. affirm me affirm me! i've lost all sense of shame.

posted by jias tham @ 11:46 AM