:.music for the soul.:

pick me up.

hey hey

i had a fantabulous birthday!!!! :) :)

thankew thankew thankew, everyone.
for everything.

u make my world extra special!

hahaha..

ayy i feel old. and my birthday had to be the eve of my last official day as a j1...

boohoo..

had lotsa emotions at today's dvd screening.. 30th anniversary de... i think hwa chong's always been full of people with great, big hearts.

:)

yup.. though i get really upset when people close by were whispering lotsa cynical stuff....:( haai. stoopid me lah. hahah.. sigh. i always get affected by these stuff.. always so frustrated(?) that i just cant make them see things the way i do..feel for something the way i do... in this case, for hwa chong.

maybe i'm just more fortunate to have found reasons to love where i am now.

haha... thanks for making it beautiful.

budden.. i lost the earrings jinjing got for me.....:( the first time i held it was also the last time.
never saw it again..

(sHH..pls dun tell her ok?)

i lost many things at hc this year, too many. i wonder if its a jarring poke to jerk me up from my not-here-not-there attitude to so many things around me...in life..

the past ten months...have really been a massive roller coaster ride....full of ups and downs.. majorrrrr ones.. hahaha....really, i've never experienced so many all in just one year i believe...
i dunno if i should be looking back at this point.. not sure what i'll find now..

there were the uplifting moments.. and times when everything collapsed..

haha..

yeah
its been a ride.

i keep feeling the urge to pinch myself so much these days..but to no avail. these days things tend to feel somewhat tentative..blurry... or rather its just the state of the interior and not the exterior?

hahaha i dunno. dont really think i need answers now.. i'll just let things carry on a while i guess. hahaha.

will just try my best to embrace...:)

do try too alright?

You will find as you look back upon your life, that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love. -henry drummond

love, jias

posted by jias tham @ 8:21 PM