contemplation..
huanchao did this really nice collage for our team -
these days we've been mtg up quite often. first was to buy scrapbook materials, then mtg to MAKE the scrapbook for uncle sam, then dim sum buffet! all within a span of 1 and a half weeks haha. tmr we mtg in hall again for an interview kinda thing with the tv stn... haha... so strange tt the whole team shld be invited..:P
camp blu blood perf just concluded today. i thought i'd be more or less relieved but it left me qt sad somewhat.. i guess i just feel its such a pity that despite us trying very hard to prac within a short time.. we didnt perf up to potential and possibly left a not so favourable impression on the campers. as much as grace comforts me saying its not a big event and we know for ourselves dis is def not ur best..there was limited time to prac and all.. still feel very kek within..cannot really forgive myself somehow..
same thing for whyicry. sometimes i'd think i dont really do the song justice with my scrawny range...
gah i cant shake off the feeling.
i seem to be stagnating... in many ways. not going anywhere not doing anything kinda mode at the moment. worse is the fact that i'm dont seem to desire to PLAN ahead and dream as much as before. i dont seem to noe what i want out of life anymore these days except to just plod on thr every day.. feeling strangely empty and unmotivated.
yikes. a familiar state of affairs huh.. hai.
some original leetle wishes for the holidays...
-brush up on my chord playing on the piano (fail)
-sleep regular hours (fail)
-lose the flab and gain mus-kles (fail)
-read proper novels (and not danbrown/agatha christie) (fail)
what i DID...
-eat 3 meals a day and snacked as much as possible in between
-finished 3-4 drama serials in a span of 2 weeks
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-(i cant bear to go on)
MOTIVATION SHALL STRIKE........tomorrow.
he he.
ok i better go sleep.
tagboard replies:
to starvade: yes yes u must grab the opportunity if u can k...:)
to cheekie: it's great to hear u on my tagboard again. -grins-
posted by jias tham @ 2:02 AM
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