what can i say.
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gahh.. just cant stand it...cant stand how you say i ought to be at your beck and call because you helped me for something else. must you keep regarding these errands as returns of favours? it gets me feeling disgusted. why is it you just dont get the reason why i storm about doing whatever you asked me to. (maybe.. just maybe.. u happened to be exclaiming things for me to do? expecting the whole house to put down whatever they're engaged in, and flock to you instantly.. with a great outcry of your frustration and disbelief that echoes shrilly throughout the house..
gahh.. i'm sorry.. i know its really rude to be saying this. but its getting on my nerrrvvvvessss.
and it doesnt help..please dont keep imagining that between people (even family for goodness sake).. help is always rendered on the pretext that it shall be returned.
argh. sometimes i really dont know what goes on in your mind. or what to think of all the times you've been there for me.... which i know is atrocious of me for me to do..........:(
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kk nuff bout sad stuff.
went into laffing fits during break today with sh.."lit gang" probably thoroughly erps-ed by us.
came back from canteen after. an encounter! haha k shush. guess it was one of the factors leading to the state of high. she squatted beside me as i squatted by my bag. she uttered something she had to do so honestly..next thing i knew i was laffing..swaying uncontrollaby.. then we walked up to locker tog and she made an observation bout this string thing hanging from the ceiling and we started crapping again. hahaha. today is just one of those days again i guess.. hehs..:P
after school.. went up to huisuo to order photos for huangcheng! :) quite re nao at the huisuo then..:) haha so plus all the catching up with people and nuahing time.. me and vinz took two whole hours before we actually left...lol..
and oh my goodness. at the canteen....... heard a voice call my name('jias!!" as i stood at the water cooler ready to fill my bottle..... turned to face...kandy and mini!!!!!! :):):)
loveliest surprise i could ever, ever receive for a school day like today.
the two dears came for tchs council investiture.. thinking it was college council investiture. sigh.. not the first time i heard people being unsure about the distinguishing college from high school functions.. it doesnt seem very hard for people to get mixed up anymore huh. bleh. :(
niwae. i was just really really happy to see them..
its a really special feeling, meeting your dear old friends out of the blue, talking about anything and everything like the good old days... missed you all terribly.
today i heard news of mini venturing into business!! yay! her own company and all.. totally cool. then later on bus home..jk presented me with his name card..telling us about HIS own company and all... i'm like just awed. hahaha.. i remember sab has her own fashion boutique online as well..........ahhh... young, aspiring talents!!! honoured to have, and most proud of these dear friends :)
i feel so. kiddy in front of them. no plans (much less action) for the future. no aspirations whatsoever. hehe...just engaging in plain daydreaming......slacking and idling my life away.....
posted by jias tham @ 11:07 PM
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