ahhhhhhhh
ahhh......LORD HELP ME.
wahahaahahahaaass......
i feel every bone tremblingg....becoming all soft and nuahh.. these past few WEEKS.. i havent had enough sleep..having something on EVERY SINGLE DAY..
gaahh..
now i'm helping out at theatre practice for their children's production.. did props on sat (went for music lesson after that) and sunday (then went shopping for taiwan stuff with family that took the wholee night)..
then had stomach trouble and didnt sleep well last night..
and today was off to theatre practice for a whole SIX HOUR rehearsal stretch.. somehow became a helper for stage management... and would have to be there almost everyday with effect from tomorrow till 4 dec, the last night of the performance at UCC. hohoho. so i'm gonna be back there tmr and thurs and sun (FUNtastic SIX HOUR rehearsal stretches) as i'm alternating duties with siok. wendi suddenly calls me up and says the set designer wants to mend stuff so i gotta be there on WED tooooo.
riiiiiggght.
ahhhhhhhh....
its terrible, terrible :(
and drama camp meeting is friday. (i got tons of past yr reports to read and disseminate, alone!)
and i havent done up my tian shu.
havent worked out all my schedules. (to do with huangcheng!! ahh!!)
havent touched my homework (econs essayS, case studieS, are due on 1 dec.)
havent packed my room since post-promos. (EVERYTHING has been untouched.)
havent gone for my flu jab (off to taiwan in one week plus).
havent been able to live life as i'd have liked.
even though in the past i used to laze around watching vcds all day, wondering if i ever had a purpose in life.
now, i have TOO MANY "PURPOSES" in life.. its a tad bit too hectic.. its just as bad as not having one at all isnt it?
gaaaahhh. hahaha..feels like i'm in one reeallyyy long running boot camp. training up for the bigger things in life eh, as i'd like to comfort myself. i say it all depends on whether i'll emerge from it all, in one complete piece first.
argh..why do i get myself stuck in too much everytime? SIGH.
niwae.. its great to hear from u people!! ur tags always make mi day :) thanks a million for all ur concern!! its all i've got now to keep me going..
busy, busy week again.
posted by jias tham @ 9:20 PM
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