pingchangxin.
街道静的刺耳夜被路灯染色
趁感伤醒来前
先上车不会不舍
承认我是弱者
不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯
我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
我不懂得取舍
才让心痛堆着
找得到前些年
的快乐只是偶尔
回忆是个诱饵
是来叫我回去的
要伤能愈合
我非走不可
haha Providence works in wondrous ways sometimes!
i was getting out of Car 19 at SSDC after my lesson(2nd last subject!) today... taking a bit of time to pack my bag at the back.. thinking bout all the things i had gone thru at the centre all this while... turned ard to leave when the student in the car on the left emerged....
familiar bacckk...
familiar hairr...
she turns around...
and all i remember was a moment's surprise and SCREAMS at each other! hahahaha...
.... dear four dollars! =D=D
so happened that she had been complaining how "the silly person!" took so long to pack her bag while standing at the passenger compartment of Car 19 preventing her from opening her door.. LOL:D:D
man i had a great time talking to her.. ahahaha..(=
i thank God for the wonderful coincidences that occur in my life every now and then.
ahh.. today's a nice no take-home marking day.. which i spent chatting with my boys on msn. hmmmm. haha kk.. i also cleaned my pufferbaby's tank and caught up with current affairs hehehe.
last fri was supposed to my last day at the school for this stint.. my chocs were given out.. presents to frens on the tables.. cakes distributed....notes presented....
hahaha ack. then the sms came 1 april.
i wont forget how mr. ang my table neighbour jumped in his chair when i greeted him on mon morning.....hahaha:)how the crazy boys drew amusing stuff on the board meant for mrs jaya.. then ran to erase frantically and make the appropriate changes to the message...
i think i'm getting along slightly better with them now... i'm only quite bothered when i discover sometimes i dont know how to draw the line with the boys..
i noe i'd like them to be open with me... yet dont want them to bug me too much everytime they uncover every little thing abt my personal life and make a big fuss about it... like they'd have the weirdest perceptions and then weave interpretations from them that mostly border on the perplexing/disturbing.
they say i dont scold them enuff. haha. despite being in the capacity to do so, i seriously have little faith in my abilities to effect change in thinking and character. and i cant afford to tip the balance(?)in my relationship with them the wrong way..
ok the latter concern abt the balance thing is silly.. i shouldnt have let the balance be attained in the first place right? am i meant to be in control, generally?
gaahhh silly frustrating issues that come with being in a profession that is so human-oriented.
posted by jias tham @ 7:43 AM
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