:.music for the soul.:

BREEEEEEEATHE~

last week was a crazy week.. and the crazy-ness spilled into this week. haha. i spent the last hours of my Sunday night and the first few hours of a splendid monday morning (pre-dawn) chionging the geog report.... haha must have been a total of 10 hours in front the comp since yest. my eyes are going! the eyebags are coming!

last week i didnt feel like i slept at all. so tiring i also dun really rem why. started with wed issit? chionging for el project til very late.. got back only in time to prepare inspire supper (fried choc banana popiah!) and in between rush for comm meetings then rush back for supper itself. crazYYY!

haha but its quite fun la. tho i'd much rather which things werent so cramped tog.
dabaoz and me are going to be performing tog for culture nite :)
the super descant soprano and the alto with the ugly falsetto.... sounds like fun lol.

the only substantial non-academic thing i remember doing over the weekend was a one hour driving session over Singapore with my dad in sunday morning.. i'm horribly deprived.

sleep-deprived. i'm quite drained right now. its been a month of sleep ridden with nightmares. and i'm going to complain that my leg although slightly less painful at the bumps.. is still swelling and purple-black. i've turned to eating a lot a lot. which is not helpful at all to my situation. fed up fed up. but what to do?

i just keep praying and praying. sometimes it feels as though its going to be permanent. my sis says i have to WANT to get well then the body will do its own work.. care to measure how long i've been talking to myself about it?....

talking to myself...

i feel... abandoned. where is the effective healing promised? all kinds of things have been slapped onto my ankle.... haha.. sigh. i'm the thirsty frog that just needs to move that silly rock huh?

its my attitude thats lousy huh?

on a side note i'll be singing acapella at the Esplanade Concourse 24 oct evening...:) its open to public i think... come come!

meanwhile i really really need to go out there and live again. and these days i'm terribly sorry for my gloomy countenance and crabby, snappy mood dear friends.. pls trust me when i say its not you who did anything. yup. i also need to go out there and love again.

should get some sleep.
teetering and stumbling along...

posted by jias tham @ 1:00 PM