let it snow..
after two whole weeks, tomorrow i say goodbye... felt just the slightest tinge of sadness and unwillingness when hock(asm) told xinyan to take over my duties entirely.. she would take the headset.. give cues.. everything from the very first tech rehearsal at the theatre.. while i hung around as much as i can and watch that she does it right. gahh.. seems like the moment i told them i couldnt be there on the perf night of the 4th.. I became redundant. after a week or so of being there.. it was so easy to let her come in and take over immediately.. what was i there for in the first place? yah..excerpts of some thoughts i was having yesterday.. stoopid thoughts! haha.. i noe i'm just being indulgent in childish, indignant thoughts. i shouldnt be grumbling and feeling sore.. the root of the situation was me. and my foolishly letting myself be dragged in as crew without having the sense of TELLING them i was not going to be there for all performance night.haha hmm. that wasnt the main point of thish entry. wonder why i just rambled on.. heh. :P
my parents like to go to malaysia when i have whole day engagements outside. haha. as in..( whye whye) is it i never get to relish in being independent and (hehe somewhat carefree) while they're away?? in june.. the very same two days they were away..guess where i was eh.. doing CIP for theatre prac's street perf! hahahah. and now its dec... they're away for THREE days.. GUESS WHERE I'LL BE THE ENTIRE THREE DAYS?
u guessed it!
----CIP for theatre prac's production!
lol. somehow theatre prac and parent-only-vacations seem to coincide a lot..
gahh haha..
aiyah i'm in a chao irritable mood today.. shouldnt talk (or rather type) too much.. haha thanks for bearing with me people.
sighs. SIGHs. SiGhs..
nights.
tmr's the night!
go kids!
go jies,
go auntie and uncles,
go ah mas! (hehehe no lah aj dun bash me!) :)
posted by jias tham @ 1:01 AM
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