drizzle..
nice little drizzle went on in the evening...i hovered from my room to the cool dampness of the living room. on an impulse I grabbed my Yanzi Hong Kan concert dvd...stuffed the Zi Xuan MTV cd in my dvd player and let it play..
watching the lineup... had lotsa recollections/emotions from the past unexpectedly mushrooming... haha.. seriously.. watching how she really grew from her early days with a short..Qing Tang Wa Mian look.. watching her infectious.. innocent smile and remembering how she first endeared to so many pple....:)....to a flowy, more fang zong era....her "shuai"-ness emerges..the "glam" factor blossoms.. when she really rose to the status of a diva of sorts..
Its been five years for yanzi.. five years for me as well...
又站在你家的门口
我们重复沉默
这样子单方面的守候
还能多久
终于你开口向我诉说她有多温柔
虽然你还握着我的手
但我已不在你心中
我真的懂
你不是喜新厌旧
是我没有
陪在你身边
当你寂寞时候
别再看着我
说着你爱过
别太伤痛
我不难过
这不算什么
只是为什么眼泪会流
我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我
最后的宽容
抱紧我
再抱紧我
这一份感动
请你让我留在胸口
别再说是你的错
爱到了尽头
是非对错
就让它随风
忘了所有
过得比你快活
不要再说
或许这是最好的结果
现在分手
总好过你不爱我一拖再拖
松开你的手
离开你左右
我向前走
这会是我
真正的解脱
oh how her songs have featured in my life.. haha..:)
I kinda miss the old days when she seemed to smile more happily.. a less jaded manner.. more endearingly innocent,carefree and honest.. but with what she's achieved so far and all the things she's experienced u cant ask that things go back and become as they were all over.
its time itself u cant undo..
its a different world we live in now..
posted by jias tham @ 7:42 AM
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