sleepless nights*
sleepless night this is.got funny feeling in e tummy.. lotsa gas that refuses to budge.
its giving me a headache, literally..=(
sigh.. to think i was looking forward to a brighter week ahead! possible relief teaching assignments at papa or mama's skool.. driving revision!(long desired and hankered after)..wangzi dvd watching(:..book reading(*Fantastic mr. Fox* -grins- n bring on those agatha christie books please)..
now i'm sitting here feeling all grouchy.. n anticipating the becoming of a Sleepyhead in a possible bright and beautiful tmr.
i hate this feeling.
i guess it happens. the more u covet something, the more u dont get it sometimes. sometimes when u made up ur mind u dont want something that much anymore, it arrives at your feet..
thats how its like for me with Sleep. gRRrr.:(
Everything happens for a reason. I attempt to comfort myself with this saying. got to talk to my sis about my tertiary study plans. The prospects of another 6 months of idling looms.. not that its entirely unwelcome. its just a bit intimidating to think that i may be turning that amount of time to things rather divergent from what the rest of my friends would be engaging in... will i fall behind..fall out of people's lives unobtrusively?
sister thinks i got a singaporean kiasu..risk-averse..kiasee mindset.. haha.. which i think i will make an effort to correct and prove otherwise..
haii. gas still not budging. wahh wish there was ginger tea..
its gonna be one long night.
posted by jias tham @ 9:37 AM
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